reiny

很久很久...沒有在這裡po文了...
應該也很少人會來看吧～
無所謂 反正我本來就都是寫給自己看的...

When's the last time I cried for you?
I can't remember...really...
only remember the reason that made me cry...
I guess I wouldn't forget it forever～

Someone has said to me, "Don't imagine a thing too bad before you really meet it."
Okay...well...I always did that before coz I am a pessimist.
I imagined and predicted all the worst conditions as I would meet...
I even thought I couldn't survive from that...

But now, I do realize the one's saying,
I am good now...have my own new life with all my dear family and friends.
Sorry, but I still can't completely forgive you so far
coz you did make me disappointed in our relationship
you destroyed my trust and belief...those I still can't let go...

"Forgiving is releasing," I know and I have been trying my best to do so
Making the influences which caused by you decrease to the least..

So, I start to believe people and relationships,
even I don't do well now...
but I know someday I will be able to...

Though,
I still choose to thank you for ever doing these to me.
If not so, I won't be the one I am now,
I won't meet someones who mean a lot to me...

Thank you.